Kau Bina Mahligai Dari Airmata...

oh hey there u all. i re-found this song on my fren's comp in skool and it juz touches my heart. like it always has. i juz haf a reali soft spot for old song with guitars. i duno why. call it a string fetish but yeah. haha. and i juz find this song, so very the sad. so im juz gonna put it and translate it la. its damn sweet...hope u like it. Dedicate to my fren lihin...this one's for u man. To the rest, just scroll over the malay lyrics if u cant understand it for nuts. Oh yes. I love michybaby! Dun say i din write abt u.

Mahligai Dari Airmataku- Lestari

izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa
maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
biarku paparkan apa yang terjadi
moga engkau tak ulangi

sungguh takku sangka kau berpaling tadah
setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
dalam diam diam kau sudah berpunya
tanpa aku menyedari semuanya

aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia
bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
setakat di bibir saja sayang

kau bina mahligai dari air mata
yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku
hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
terhumban rasa diriku

oh aduhai ku masih ingati
janji manis dan saat romantis
kau pintaku supaya setia akhirnya
kau yang berubah

oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku
temukanku dengan ketenangan
jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi
apa dayaku

ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
keranaku masih teringat padamu
begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
oh pernahkan engkau fikirkan, oh sayang?

Translation:
Palace Of Teardrops

Please allow me to speak my heart
Forgive me if this hurts you
Let me explain what had happened
So that you won't repeat it

I really never expected you to go back on your word
After we had built this love for so long
In secret, you were attached
And i never realized it all

I pray for your happiness
With the one that you love
For our love has gone to nowhere
Except on our lips as words

You build a palace from tears
That trickle down my lonely face
My heart is crushed with unmentionable pain
I feel so thrown away

Oh how i still remember
The sweet promises and the romantic moments
You asked me to be faithful to you, in the end
You were the one that changed

Oh God grant my heart strength
Meet me with solace
My spirit is beaten by longing but
What can i do

I close my eyes but i cant sleep
Because i keep thinking about you
Its so difficult to forget you
Have you ever thought of that, my love?



Okay that's all. I just wanna say to everyone out there, think before you choose to leave someone. Especially after being with them for so long. In love, i believe that there is reali no such thing as being ''bored''. Even if you are then its temporal. Realize that the person you are in a relationship has a heart, and when you realize that you cannot be with someone because it sickens you to be with them, then don't hold back from leaving. Don't wait until it drags until you spend more than a few months with them. If you don't see a future, then deal with it. Talk about it. Holding on then letting go later will hurt more. To those hurt, move on. Don't be crushed because of one mistake. You can't stop trying. Go on k. I'll support u. May you all find the one who is there for u, and won't leave your side. For i think i've found mine. Only time will tell. Till then this love isnt just on my lips, but in everything i do. Your love empowers me. Cya guys soon. Tc huh.