I feel (SIC)...

hey there....been awhile. hopefully ive snared some blog stalkers who miss me huh! aniwae...ive been bz la. sori to keep ya waiting. so here's my updates of wad happened:

hmm okay im gonna start writing about the general happenings in the fun family aye. okay lemme tell u that we've gone this far without support from the fun family. sad but yeah if its meant to be like that what to do rite? maybe we'll end up like conventional families where the in-laws are a pain to be with and you just want them outta your house. but that's not a good thing rite? i still hope that you people will accept me. i mean, i want to belong to a family; if i cant seem to click with mine, maybe i can reali try hard to fit in yours rite? coz we can always start afresh with yours coz they dun bear grudges for your past mistakes rite? im sorri alfred, im sorri jenny, im sorri rachel. i didnt steal your daughter away. i juz wanna take care of her and love her like my own member of a family. i sincerely hope that you would accept me...and choose not to hate me coz of that reason. please let me prove to you that i can take care of her, love her, and guide her to be as good as how you would mould her to be. i wanna be here for her, and i know she would too. i think. i never want michelle to be in a position that would make her hafta choose between you and me, but sadly it seems it happens all the time. and i would give in to you all...most of the time...but how long is this gonna happen? im not angry but maybe if you guys would consider something? trust me okay? i'll protect your daughter. from harm physical, social or mental. believe me, i'll be there. but it isnt that simple. i wish it was.

yesterday, michelle told rachel that she's going steady wif me. GOING...as in havent gone. so not so bad la hor. but she disapproved and even told michelle ''if u dun go wif andi, i'll buy u a shoe!'' okay. a shoe??? thanks rach. but it okay. i understand her. its difficult to accept that a high possibility ur sister's gonna be hurt, but i think she's in safe hands. i think. i sincerely hope that sumhow you would change your mind coz i wun break her heart. im telling you, in front of all these people on the net. and this website will remain her for as long as blogspot exists rite? and trust michelle, if she puts her trust in me, then maybe u should too so that you both can pressure me. i wun let u guys down k! haha

okay then today my alfred wanna spot check on us in class lo. so we kinda panicked a lil. imagine the look on his face if he sees the POST-ITS on my comp, (fyi, my comp is filled wif I LOVE YOU POST-ITs, REALLY FULL.) or her pictures on my table. oh yes, you can officially laugh at me coz i have no life. but no lo, i have GUNDAMs and SPIDERMAN on my workspace too wad. but NOOooo...i have our photos as screen savers too...how gross can we be huh. im sori...but im metal. please believe that i actualli like anger and destruction. please?

Okay, other than that, i tot new year we are gonna go to her house but instead DCMD went swimming and i went swimming wif michelle too at east coast park. BTW people, west coast park is close for renovations, don't ask us how we know. Had a realli nice time...although i was sick. Tommorrow im goin to her house to do IDS, bai nian, and fix her comp all in one visit; how cool is that? im so useful...okay im just saying that. but im glad that i actuali visited her AT HER HOUSE!

hmm yar. i wanna say to all couples out there, stay strong okay. and to other couples who dont have this problem, im so hapi for you. enjoy your time with each other; with the blessings of your parents. to those of you with similar problems with us, we're all not that different. stay strong and may we find our own way outta this mess huh. if we both work as a team, we can make it. all of us. yes i mean it. trust in each other and love each other. love can conquer all, and if your parents want you people to be hapi, then they know that you are hapi when u both are together. only then can you say they want their kids to be happy. i love michelle, for the record. cya guys soon! tc~