undeserving ones.

recently i've have been pretty upset about the 'competition'. i mean, competition is good, but only for motivation and you to gauge your ability. setting yourself up against your competitors or people who dont even give a squat about you - well, i'd say you're growing up too fast. i dont like you.

you have such large ears, and such little mouths. you choose not to tell; if you did you'd expect me to hate you. you keep your ears open so that you can hate me when i dont tell you.

hear this, i would tell, but i wouldnt cuz you havent. i wouldnt hate you, but i would cuz you disregarded our friendship. yes, i do take offence. i wont be happy for you anymore, you have chosen to set yourself against me. feeling guilty? i hope you take offence. i believe i speak for all my friends here, to the used-to-friends who chose to get jealous over grades or assignment opportunities. get a life. away from mine.

surprise surprise!

heya peeps! yeap... the sleepover at polly's house was fun. polly i miss yooooou! haha oh dont worry mommy, we didnt have sex. well it was great. we havent hung out for a LONG time cuz we've been very busy. hey girl! i'm reely glad we did. we're gonna play badminton next week! it's part of our WEIGHT-LOSS PROGRAMME. hah.

i promised ian a surprise last night. well here it is!



it's andi's stupid fantasy with the girl in the action-for-aids ad. her name's Nikki. HAH. oh i got new earrings! ian bought them for me. they're reely nice bronze pearls! thank you boy... and thank you for NOT smoking for 2 weeks. yah people who know how ian needs to smoke... well he hasnt! and i'm so proud of him. MD ANDI SUFIAN YOU ROCK! i love you boy. well not just cuz you havent been smoking, cuz you're still with me :)

Cross Out The Eyes...

hey there people. i just wanna drop by really quick to type a few things. my baby keeps complaining that she thinks that our courtship was too short. well for one thing, i was kinda pleased that it was short, but our relationship can make up for it and be REALLY LONG. Till Death Do Us Part i hope. but its not really over, we just have more things to manage now that we're a couple. i just wanna point this out to people out there who are dating or in courtship, don't give up okay! Because courtship is the time where you are nicest to each other, you buy each other gifts, hang out and be simple and happy with the small things. so treasure that, and don't give up!

another thing is that i think everyone knows how poor we both are, but somehow someway, michy was able to save a heck of a lot of money to buy me a Master Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame. For those of you who don't know what gundams are, its okay. Just know that it cost her a heck of a lot of money. I really2 appreciate what she has done, but not because of its cost; but because it was so damn hard to save that money just to get me something. I'll get you something baby, just you wait! I'm gonna work hard! I love you!

Oh well, today she's gonna sleep over at her best friend's house. I hope she has lotsa fun!!! Its been awhile since she had time away and i really hope she has a blast. Enjoy urself k! And dun wori about me, i can go marvel at my wonderful new toy! Thank you baby, im gonna miss you! Takecare and tell Polly i love her! okay not really. but yeah.

Devoutly Wished For Blinded Eyes...

yo babies! well to those of you who think this blog is DEAD, well it isn't. I guess ever since the start of the last week of school, me and michy had been really busy. hmm alot of things haf happened since. Lots and lots, good and bad. There really is so much to share.

One thing for sure is that me and michy have grown together as a couple. There had been alot of fights since the last days of school. In fact, since our fight during our last Character Development CIP. Alot of fights. Many many close calls, but we never gave up. We can make it! I believe in that so much. I really really do. Well, it can be said that a couple that quarrels alot would eventually grow closer together, so i hope that me and michy can be closer after all these. And indeed i think we are. We had been able to talk things thru, and i am sure we learnt alot of things about each other; about our differences, our opinions, our attitudes. Its hard but me and michy are learning to work together as a team. Truly.

Its been tough, but i still love my baby girl. michy thinks that people think she's not good enough for me. and i tell her no, she's the only one i need and i dun care what people out there think. if you think that either one of us is not good enough for the other, well then too bad for you. In this world, there are always people who are better than you. I personally believe that as long as you're happy with who you are, who cares if there's someone better than you? there's always someone, and you can only be the best, if you Be the best that you can be. and to me, michy is doing a wonderful job of caring for me. heck, she cares about me more than my mother. and we all know that mothers care about others before themselves. Michelle, you're the best. There's no one i'd rather be with but u. I dun care if they're prettier, slimmer, richer or whatever it is lah. I just want you. All the time. oh, that doesn't sound right. Sorry mahadar. =X

Anyway, me and michy went to watch "Guess Who". Its like the perfect show for us don't you think? Anyways, not considering the fact that its a comedy+love show in one, we just went to watch it because earlier on, we were celebrating my best fren's bdae. And she wanted to catch a movie, and michy just suggested it. i just complied coz it sounded nice. and they were gonna blanja us aniwaes since i finished my money buying the stuff. oh that's so embarrassing to say. WENDY ROCKS!! oh what we did was we prepared fried rice for her. i think things mean the most if they are wholly done by you. and you got a fried rice from me and michy, done by US. tho its just fried rice, i'll have you know alot of love was put into it. =) it was great i think, except the fact that we were bombarded with ice cubes and an egg, that nearly hit my friend Arman.

well wendy, i wish you luck in everything you do. im happy that you're happy. but im always gonna be here k. i mean, if you ever need me that is la. hmm yeah. thanks for everything. oh yeah. I OWE WENDY 10 BUCKS FOR MY EZ-LINK CARD HOME. or else i'd now be seen begging in front of Taka playing a four-note tune on my harmonica(ittirating). I love you wendy. thank you.

Arman, you-good-man. Me-forget-you-not. Gay-MassCommers-Stay-Away-You-From. damn, why did u miss the egg. haiz...it would be damn funny tho if it did hit. well at least we came up and gave that boy a piece of our mind. what a bitch. WE'RE GANGSTERS!

To Bini^ku(My wife): I love you baby. So much. I hope you had fun. Coz i had fun. And it was nice. Thank you for making that decision on 06/09/2004. The decision that intertwined our lives, and changed it forever. I love you. Thanks for loving me. Oh yes, “Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus” is a very good book. Check up on it some time people! Bye! *muacksx*

been a long while huh.

heya peeps! in case you were wondering... nope! we havent run out of wonderful experiences to share with y'all! it's not a HUGE quarrel or whatever either... we've just been REEELY busy... the end of the school term finally HAS arrived, and we've been SO bugged down by all the overdue assignments! we have had to deal with some TEAMWORK DIFFERENCES but heck, it's our anniversary today! errr... right now it would have been yesterday... haha hurry hurry quick wish us!

kae i wanted to be the first to say it in our blog... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YAN. it was a reely tough and SUPER UNLUCKY week for me but you've been there all the time. thank you. yeah my week was bad. really bad. ask yan. well it wasnt so bad thanks to him! and we did have a nice quiet anniversary at cameron OLD-SCHOOL restaurant today. i reely enjoyed it. wow! we're 7 months old! i cant believe it myself. it feels like years. well lately we've been so caught up in work we hardly have time for ourselves. though i see him every day i must say i really miss him! come the end of this week ASSIGNMENTS WILL FINALLY DISAPPEAR. i cant wait. i love you boy *blush blush!*

awww man i gotta get back to work right now... i'm totally left behind! i'll update again yeah!