hey there people!!! miss us? well this song above was sung by her...and that IS odd. in case you are wondering...no its no emo. Its maroon 5...hah! Its true love misleads us...look at our choice of songs! Hmm...eh wish us a very happy 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! feewit! i cant believe it either. ''unbelieveable? believe it''.
to you:
the past 6 months have been a new point in my life. caring for you has taught me so much. its so different that what i imagined it to be. love is something so difficult to explain. it may be subjective to us as we think we love each other but heck, who cares if it is? im just so happy as long as i am with you together experiencing this stupid little world of ours that we so immerse ourselves with. The past few months has been filled with laughter, tears, hugs, and lots and lots of memories. 6 months ago was when, you ask? DCMD people: remember ice-skating day? yar. that was it.
i just wanna set things straight for some points. firstly i wanna say sorry. sorry for being un-boyfriendish to u sometimes. sorry for all the times i got angry at you, even when you were doing something nice for me. sorry for not being able to look through your failures to see your true intentions. sorry for not saying thank yous when you do stuff for me. sorry for not showing you how much i love you every second of the day. sorry for learning to think for myself although its a good thing. sorry for making a fool out of you among friends. sorry for ridiculing all your thoughts and feelings. sorry for making you haf to wake me up every morning and sometimes i am still late to skool. sorry for making you wait for me when i am late. sorry for choosing the pillow, cigarettes, my friends, music, PS2s, Gundams, Drumkits, Car models, FHMs, or anything else over you sometimes by immersing myself in my own world for even a split second. sorry if i suan you with your supposedly existing envious thoughts. sorry for not having money. sorry for not being able to takecare of myself. sorry for falling sick. sorry for being a bad boy and having the past that i didnt want. sorry for falling asleep at the wrong times. sorry for not getting you any anniversary present this month. sorry for expecting and seemingly taking you for granted. sorry for rushing you. sorry for the disturbance that day at bidadari cemetery. sorry for forcing you to eat. sorry for my siblings making fun of ''fun'' and my dad for making fun of your weight. sorry for ever failing to show you that i had made a decision, or an action, that has shown you for even one moment that i don't...truly LOVE YOU. because i do. and even if this love we have is a lie or a mistake, i don't ever want to learn that it is. i don't ever want to open my eyes.
To the one above:
Please don't take me away. Please don't divide us. Don't let this feeling stop. Coz you're the only one who can mould a path for us. You know what i wish for everytime i break that chopstick in half. You know what i wish for when i talk to you every prayer time. I'm sorry oh almighty, sometimes it scares me that i become so immersed in her that i forget about you. That sometimes i thought that love can be so beautiful that she can make things alright. I'm sorry. I'm sure that you sent her to me to make my life beautiful. I know you sent her me when i failed my o's. I know, because on that day when i failed science, i talked to you in your home. I went to the mosque and i said: ''Oh God, I'm at your mercy. I wish with all my heart, that you don't crumble my life. I'd do anything. Anything, if you'd just save me from this.''
I wished for him to not make me fail in life, to at least have an education and make my parents proud. Today, im in a 13-point course in poly even though i failed my science. I wished that if xxxx was not the one who you wanted me to have, then send me my ''one''. The one who is gonna make me happy my whole life. My angel among humans. My baby among friends. You have granted me a beautiful loving girlfriend who made my life better. Thank you oh great one. Please don't ever take these two miracles away. They are all i have.
Michelle Fun Lai Ling, I want to be there your whole life. I wanna say this but i dunno how true it may be, and i wish it was but: I WANNA MARRY YOU. Its now written here in 1s and 0s. I wanna marry you. I cant right now, but in the future. I wanna marry you. To all of you, this girl, i CHOP oreadi arh. too bad, you losers.
Happy 6th month anniversary. That's half a year for you.
