wutever andi is... emo, metal, jiwang, sappy, fierce, gangster, kental, wutever, i'll love him. always. as for those unsolvables... i'm not gonna bother about them till they come knocking. boy i just wanted to let you know that as much as you're afraid to lose me, i'm afraid to lose you. let's work together to guarantee that never happens okay! happy 5th month anniversary Muhammad Andi Sufian. oh by the way the drink is spelt Nantuckets.
boy i wanna thank you for putting so much effort into the SPinnovex shit. you didnt get no CCA points but hey! you got points with me! bwahahhaa... *blush blush* yeah i'm sorry you had to put up with shit left behind by the irresponsibles... i know you dont take shit but you did for my fickle-ness and/or forgetful-ness yeah you know wut i mean... i cant get angry with people for long sometimes and i let them walk all over me, and though i complain i do nothing about it. thank you for standing up for me dont i dont have the strength/courage to! haha see peeps! andi takes GOOD care of me! yeah other than that, i thought threatening to kick Azmi's balls is kinda crude, but i'm glad you scared him away from me. HAHA kesihan that architect kentalation arh!
i've been pretty upset lately... about certain people around my man. lotsa things have been unspoken, but i'm quite sure they're surfacing. i stated before you dont compare boyfriends and see which you prefer to determine which you love. well you may prefer, but if you dont love then you might as well stay single. if you cant make up your mind, you're probably unwilling to sacrifice one for the other, you might as well stay single too. when it comes to passion, there can only be one, be it love or hobby. well i guess when its passion, it isnt just a hobby anymore. i'm sure drumming is more than a hobby to ian. ian's been pretty upset since Kelvin said he's not fierce anymore... i know andi's easy-going and fun and stuff but nobody's an 'anything lah' person when it comes to the things they love. to y'all out there who are guilty: please take him seriously. he's making sure i dont get pushed around. i'm looking out for him too. i dont want my man to have to submit to the unreasonables of self-centred tyrants. i'm kinda glad they're surfacing. there ARE differences between enthusiasts and performers.
other updates: andi's dad says i cant marry him till i lose weight. wut an insult. haha
Monday, February 7
i want a fat babe.
