Sunday, October 26

They crash around me.

Change.

My parents no longer think I'm the defiant stubborn matboy that is the family's disgrace. And yesterday I peeked a read on a compo that my sister left around on her bed and it even said that the person she admired most in the family was her brother. I feel useful to my friends around me, as I can help them when they are in need. I feel useful to princesses, who are in need of spoiling.

The only constant thing in the world is that everything around you changes all the time. And lately there has been a whole lot of changing in the world around me. At work I've been given another chance, its time for me to be better again. If I thought cruising around was enough, just because oh I've been so damn good before, this time it has to change. I shall not reveal much about what happens at the workplace but where I am now, honestly has really tested my mettle. Time to earn what I worked so hard to obtain.

No one's the same today and tomorrow. Part of accepting this change is to understand and accept. Cause real love has always been about wanting the best for someone no matter what right? But what is use is it, if that constant itself changes? Love too, changes.

And love has changed my life. Love has changed me. The people who love me, their dreams and expectations. My very own personal drive in life. So many things I do, for the people I love. Hope they see them. I always hoped that I want my life to be lived for others. I hope these people know how much I love them.

Or they will remember it, once I myself, change.

Talking about love in a blog is so stupid. Let's cut this crap. Aniwae, Thank You To The Almighty, that I have passed my TP. It's time to get some vrooming done y'all.

Vroom Vroom Junkie.

Saturday, October 4

Public Service Announcement.

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all. That is all.

Forgive me. =)