hey there people. hey i wanna tell u peeps smth, when u all read this blog arh, read the one before too coz usually it'll be updated by 2 people so got 2 entries back to back with different views about the days. USUALLY arh. but if i noe michelle, its not ALWAYS. yeah. so read k! lets get reading already.
To my past: everyone of u whom i put in my past, this applies to u all. im glad that we haf met, i enjoy the memories i have. but as u know, the past catches up on me. and sometimes, it makes me regret about it...about ever meeting you all. as much as i dun wanna mix wif u all, its a new life that im havin now. a new beginning. ive had my time enjoyed with you all, why cant u just let me live mine? let me go. dont bother my new frenz, my new loved ones. they are innocent. let me free. im not the andi you know before. ive changed. and i hope you all will too. just look at all the trouble you're in. open your eyes and see...life isnt about enjoying all the time. time to get serious. As for you who read this, it doesnt apply to you if you were the one i shared life with....the one i met in far east today. no not you. for u, there are only memories of smiles. nothing more and nothing less. im glad uve found ur life, and ive found mine. =)
To my present: im glad im here with u all now. dont take me for who you see k. i wasnt always like this. ive been here after hard times. i can be nice when i want to...to whom i want to. i just wanna say that i never ever regret spending time with you all, coz u are the ones i dun wanna forget. you are the ones i shall walk this stage of life with, the ones i will treasure at this moment in time. glad we're here today...like this.
To my future: you are the one i want. thank you for being here okay. im sori if the past or present has hurt you, but id never want it to. i just want you to be with me and happy. believe me, there is nothing more i would want than to see you everyday of my life. sounds so fairytale and fake, but people say that when they got so much love in their hearts. to me, you are my future. dont you speed up before me okay. wait for me, and walk with me together. we'll be on guard for the oncoming problems. and if you see one approaching, dont fall down and cry k. stand up, be strong....and tell me and i shall stand there in front of you to take the first shot. i'll be here for u. forever and a day. whoa lame.
okay i wanna end and say i did this in 10 mins. i still love MICHELLE FUN. and i'll never forget you who just read this. TRUST ME.
