Monday, September 26

piccies... of us!

hey all! haha yep i decided to put up piccies! hmmm i tried to stick to the timeline as much as possible... enjoy yourselves yeah!

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taken on the first few days of school... see yanting behind there!

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eh! this pic has sentimental value! haha i'm sure eugene has the photoshopped version somewhere.

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did we just pull the same face with the same dude?

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'old' shimin shimin! haha

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this is the best pic i have of nick.

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... at sentosa! hey i remember sweeshan's hair extensions!

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taken at eugene's september 11 concert... that was when leon found out about us! thus...

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our tribute to leon.

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VDS assignment 2...

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birthday '04

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new year's at eugenes place! thats the only pic we got.

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kepo blocking the sunrise.

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*eeks*

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my two favourite people.

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christmas '04! i had to put this one up :)

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... and gothic day... courtesy of kc!

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yes we were bored.

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the piccie everybody sees...

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and the piccies that came after.

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taken at toa payoh bus interchange the best place to be...

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... taking lots and lots of photos.

ian spent the whole day at a wedding and PLAYING TRANSFORMERS courtesy of iz so i had 13 hours to upload all these photos online... hmmmm someone once told me he didnt like taking photos! well hope y'all liked that little gallery! oh yeah, and thanks to all those whose faces appeared up there, for letting us put it up :) okay thats all i have for today... keep checking back for more photos of us yeah! haha...

Tuesday, September 20

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Today's list:

1 huge tub of tuna tomato pasta
3 pieces of chicken chop
1 overturned black pepper sauce
2 lurking crows
1 hour
1 last minute invitation
4 nice attendeeS
2 bbq steamboat shops
2 daytona races
1 loss at panic park
6 slices of wonderful cake
many plates of food and drinks
0 disturbances and unhappiness
2 times...

And

1 ABSOLUTELY AMAZING WOMAN

Equals a very very happy me.
What a wonderful birthday. Though i still think you all shouldnt spend money on me. Yall rock lah. *bows* We love you all.

I still want my present that i asked for in my previous entry!

Sunday, September 18

Kuyashisa wo koraete namida ni furuete

No matter what, i love you. And though we haven't been talking well these past few months, we have been changing. In the end, we have turned into each other and we hardly recognize who's that in the mirror, yayan or michy.

Its true that if you spend too much time with each other you'll turn into the other person. And there it is, this other person, whom is so different from that person one year ago. But we'll make it. Coz no matter how different we are, we're SAME SAME.

No matter how i joke about your weight, my heart is heavy everytime we fight. In you i see my whole world, and i don't even have to move an inch. I love everything about you: the way you worry about me, the way you try to wake me up but sometimes fail and get guilty, the way you say "yah of course it was me.", the way you tell me that you wanna get tattoos and pierce your lips and scare my mom, the way you actually hate me but you don't wanna admit it, the way you always pick up the phone and say "HELLO!" so absolutely cute-ly, the way you always get worried about your mom and dad finding out by ALWAYS leaving obvious clues, the way that you make fun of the A, the way you pout your lips and crease your chin and beg me to flick you, the way you say "see ah see" when i punch your hand, the way you always wanna surprise me and come up with ways to love you and recieve uninteresting reactions, the way you got those pains in your tummy about everything i don't feel and all these 1 million and 1 ways that i have found that that i am blessed to be with an angel that lights up my life.

"Kawa no nagare wa kyou mo hageshii keredo
Kimi no te wa hanasanai
Itsumo kono mune no naka no ai wo shinjiteiyou
Yume ga kanau made..."

I'm sorry but i love you. And not you, not anyone, can change that. You're my bestest best friend, and i love you, not because i'm with you. But just because you're you. And you're irritatingly tickling my heart. This entry isn't to show you how pathetic i am, but for you to know that i need you. And i know that you need me too. there's nothing wrong with that. you're as deserving as anyone in love, and you fucking know it. so all you losers better attend my wedding in future, and eat my roti kirai, where i marry this oh-so-wonderful woman, who brightens up everyone's lives.

All i want for my birthday is Michelle Fun Lai Ling, for the rest of my life. So you all know what to get me okay! I expect this present kids! =)

Wednesday, September 7

We're Cool, In Denial

hey everyone! yesterday was our one year anniversary! i wanna thank everyone who has made this past year soo wonderful especially to my baby. and what a wonderful anniversary it turned out to be!

so, all dressed up in yellow coz i really wanted her to be a little happy that we are wearing bright colours...since we ALWAYS wear dark colours and dark colours are MINE. ALL MINE!!! bwahahaha. aniwaes, we PLANNED to skip BDS. suddenly ms.huei came in and i just walked out. she duno i GANGSTER. i know she saw me but if she was gonna scold me for chabot she gotta wait till tomorrow! coz its my anniversary and i enjoy it how i want to.

so, we went to class and sat in for "Learning to Love" presentation where i presented first. my concept i didn't get to explain fully, but i guessed that it wouldn't make much difference if i did, coz i had lotsa colours! all i could remember is shang saying that don't bother about the cost of publication first and just design, and so i did. i didnt think about it too...what the heck. i hope they don't penalize me too bad. abit can ah but don't so bad can already. LOOK I'M ACTUALLY TALKING ABOUT MARKS. why? coz my marks suck.

oh well, i just wouldn't let it spoil my wonderful day, and after asking ahmad about my strike freedom. I'm so proud of it...coz i took like the whole weekend to do! yah big deal but, it meant alot to me considering that i can't afford model kits to buy so i create an imaginary one that i can hold on to everyday! =) gundams rock!

so i took her to Eatz-19 for a wonderful three course meal that burned quite a hole in my wallet, but oh yeah it was worth it. it was a table for just the two of us, where they played crappy love songs that my mother probably loved. the table and interior decor was probably inspired by her aniwae, being dark red and matching sequin tablecloth. there were hot minah waiters in tight cheongsams serving your every need. i just thought, wah, this is the life...before i drowned in her love once again that evening.

we then took a neoprint, and according to her, i look weird coz i look neckless. so we wanted to take another, but somehow we couldnt agree on one...coz i'm completely clueless and she kept choosing weird ones...to me that is. haha! this reaction was nicely met with cold stares from the ahlians that were holding up the shutters, waiting for our grand exit. in the end, we didn't take any. who cares? we're royalty that day dammit.

lastly, we ended the night with going to visit our loving grandfather. the one who's always sober but still stands upright for everyone. to him i respect. wa caya sama lu, MERLION! oh, for those who didn't know, it was at the merlion on ice-skating night that this chapter in life began. fond memories passed us by, talking about what had and hadn't changed. we argued on what did, but what didn't....was our love.

I love you.

Tuesday, September 6

06092005

happy anniversary baby. we're one year old.

Monday, September 5

pardon my deliverable.

to: you

- you wont get married; the love song is a solo and you know it.
- you burn your bridges so easily, you dont need protection, you need anger management.
- you sucked at the imitation, but you know it was enough the compliment.
- you tell me your love is transient. wont you make it happen?
- romeo and juliet died in three days. thankfully they didnt know each others' selfish ways.
- watch your tenses and past participles, i understand vulgarities dont follow such principles.
- you are so sure what is true and what is not, what if you what you thought was true was not?
- happiness is so hard to find, ever thought about it actually being in the mind?

wow, they rhymed.
typical of many blogs, maybe i'm too cowardly.
i refer to so many people, but i speak of none.
















could you decipher the pun?
*what am i?*