i'm by your side, no words to speak.

okay. we're back from turi. awww man there's nothing to look forward to anymore. turi was reely fun! haha yeah it was like honeymoon for the two of us... i wonder how yoki and eugene spent their time *wink wink!* i'd say it was just timely for our 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! woohoo! haha... yes in case y'all dunno it was on the 6th of March! hurry tag us a happy anniversary! thank God this trip was reely relaxed... OTHER THAN THE TREK THROUGH THE HIMALAYAS haha somehow that reminds me of junxian! well i was thoroughly happy throughout this trip. no assignments, no curfews, no last buses or trains home, NOTHING AT ALL... other than lots and lots of giant mosquitoes! and bees or hornets or bugs in the toilet. HAH. oh did i mention the mosquito netting was quite romantic? HAHA. i still think they should've given us EACH a bed. DET presentation went along fine though all of us were so worried about it. i'm glad we got it together. thanks, all'o ya. OH YES i just wanted to wish ian a very happy 6th month anniversary... we're half a year old! WOOHOO! well thank God we're back in singapore where cigarettes arent $1.50 for 20 sticks. thank God. can you see your lungs blacken 500% of the usual? oh well i was hoping to do some shopping over there or at least get my hair all plaid up and pretty but NO. i only got nyam nyam snacks from the duty free store. HAH. oh dont worry peeps, i'll try to upload the pics we took! didnt spend much time with anyone else in the trip... but well i must say i got to know some people a tad better and i'm glad i did.

surprisingly i've kept my eyes open NOT ONLY TO ANDI. i've learnt quite a bit too. i've realised there's no use in 'classifying' the people you dislike. you'll learn to like them sooner or later. moreover, it's not the people we dislike or hate, it's their actions. i found out i cant exactly dislike anybody for a long time... when i do like them i regret for ever judging them... and when i dislike them again, i regret for ever trusting them. misunderstandings occur all the time, and i'll try to understand by not pinning labels on them. i'll try very hard. it was quite a painful lesson, but i've learnt. i've never said this but i'm sorry ng, and other people i have classified, and people i've classifed by assuming the classification of others.

other than that, i've learnt that there's no use in being nice to anyone in particular to make up for some reason unknown to you, his or her dislike towards you. i've tried it over and over, but it never seems to work. this was the most painful cuz these people will eek out all the faults in you when actually, the one tiny- i wont say fault, but mindset in them would give them all the answers. if you just keep trying, you'll fall apart from the edges of their sword; without even knowing why. if my tears bring them satisfaction, rest assured; i will cry. readers: please dont get upset over this. the first was really only self-examination, and the second only goes out to one. to those who feel offended, i apologise.

well like everybody else, haha well or maybe unlike those who left their loved ones in singapore, I MISS TURI! 5 whole days with ian just isnt enough huh! yah i miss manje-manje-ing with him though he's reely bony... HAHA! okay dont puke now, i'll stop. thanks DCMD, it's been a great trip. lastly, i wanna apologise to my best friend polly... i had a great trip, and i havent been here for you cuz i've been so busy. let's go on a trip! my holidays are in about half a month... call me yeah? i love you girl.