Friday, June 24

DeaD EyeS See No FuTuRe

twice. i'm sorry for what's gonna appear in this blog. but it has to be said in the public domain coz im not one to hide my anger of a person. or else i'll become some people who lament about being angry but just end up dealing with it quietly. well, there are things i want you to know. you know who you are.

well dear friend, you don't have to take responsibility. i know it has always been you to be the one to shield her, but the fact is, do you even know why you are? coz you're right? you're so well known in the eyes of my wife who thinks highly of you; seemingly potraying you as someone who can see the logical point of view of a situation with proper rationale. well dear friend, rationalize how my wife feels right now about herself and about you people.

when money changes hands, its what you call CONSPICUOUS. i'm not implying anything, merely saying that money has to be accounted for. and its the task of the person in charge of the money. treasurers do more than just COLLECT and STORE money. ask junxian how he manages the class fund last year and you'll see that he's not as ah beng as everyone thinks, in fact he's commendable. more than her.

dear friend, i cant stand it when michy has to take over the tasks that you people leave behind. remember the wrapping cards for the director event? once, we picked up where you all leave your responsibilities behind. we've warned the responsible people...but to no avail. twice, more than 4 months afterward; we pick up your responsibilities again. i'm not complainin coz i dun want to help michy trust me, i'm just unhappy because it seems again that she's forced to take responsibility. and its hurting. trust me it is. i mean if you guys don't bother why should we always be the one to step up for you?

i want you guys to know that jobs are assigned for something. tasks are give out to coordinators who can do them. coz if you dont...then the softee helpful michy would step up and pick up where you left off. she's not you slave. she's my wife. and it fucks me up everytime i see her getting upset coz of other people other than me. i'm selfish. life to me is about making her happy...ask acit. he'll tell you that. that is, if michy is telling the truth, and in this case; i bear witness and its not crazy mixed up stories. ive had it with this shit. please be more responsible. pronto. for yourself.

i love my girlfriend. how dare you hurt her.