hello there. it appears there is some conflict with regards to my blog. so i guess i've to address present matters, which is rare.
guess it was a mistake to be too honest with you by giving you my blog address, coz i didnt wanna hide anything, but like i have always said to everyone, this blog is just a nice memory bank that i keep to see my past memories. that's kinda what makes a person you know, good memories; it could just pick you up when you're at your lowest point in life. its kinda like a vintage photograph set in words, for you to experience over and over again.
but remember, memories are memories. they're not current, what me or misha may be feeling or going through now is MOST DEFINITELY very different from what is written here(check the context first though). we're different people now, with different lives. we used to be same same, and now we're different. for one, we're broken up since when, how long has that been? we've also successfully transited into the land of friendship, and i think we came out just fine.
we're best friends now, nothing more, nothing less. it wasn't easy!
i know it must have been hard for a visitor to tread on my memories, you have to be very careful. they're like the clouds, one wrong move and poof! you might just end up with a painful fall. but can you imagine if you never ever knew the existence of such a blog, only to find it later on with all these mentions of sweet nothings inside that i've been keeping secret? that's gonna be more painful, i should know. they say that if you're not guilty, then you won't have anything to hide. well i am guilt-free, and i'm as innocent as a cop. haha!
mish's shoes arent easy to fill, coz got bunions! HAHA okay seriously, misha's shoes arent easy to fill, and i know that its certain death. they're like concrete shoes that you see in mafia movies before you drown the fella. but i do know this, if i do fall in love again...i want it to be with someone that is true. all i'm asking for is honesty in yourself, because if i was to ever learn from anything in this blog, is that i have loved someone that wasn't really who she was supposed to be. i, or rather we, moulded her into this other being that was my perfect girlfriend and i became a better boyfriend(i think so, now lah. date me to find out.) i dont want that, coz i know where that road goes. what's the point then, i might as well go date a MAID and marry her.
to my next girlfriend, whoever you are if you're out there, here's a very advance post that i've made for you. remember all these things that i've said okay? dont benchmark yourself against misha, coz i'm not expecting a desperate housewife, just you, in your natural self. isnt that the best way to love someone, for who they really are. big deal lah if they cannot do this and that. honesty and sincerity rates tops with me. maybe decency as well, but that's another chapter.
and trust me, this blog, will be jealous of you. -GULP- i try my best okay...coz you know i'd try to give you the world, just like i've done before.
auditions for the above post is now open. take your time to practice. =)
