Everyone deserves the right to be happy. And I'm sorry, you should be meeting good men, not those that are drunk and try to lay you, or those involved in crime and such, just so you know how miserable your life actually is and how better it was with me.
We've been very selfish to think that, and it almost always adds up to you and your stupid childish addictions to drinking, clubbing, smoking, etc. and in the end you finding that you've just been supressing the pain and burying underneath all the fun. The truth is, you shouldn't take all the blame, we decided together remember?
You should meet, good men. One that i would be proud of seeing you with, one that i wouldn't laugh when i compare myself with them coz, oh i can do so much better. hmmph. And I, should meet women deserving of my undying fervour for love. We were meant to be happier.
But one day, we shall wake up from our dream, that began oh so beautifully and ended so tragically, to find that we were best friends all along. And I think I wanna be an insomniac, if there is such a word.
If I want everyone around me to be safe and happy, then you should know, all the more I would want these things, just for you, my best friend.
May my death breathe new life for you.
