so close.

firstly, happy deepavali and selamat hari raya to all! wow i'm rich this week! well kinda, thanks to all the lovely aunties and uncles at ian's house yesterday! surprisingly it was only a quarter of his entire family tree, but that was more than enough to get me reeeeely nervous. not alot of things get me so scared. well they made me feel right at home... they were reely nice! ian said his relatives were congratulating his dad. goodness i just turned 19. its so embarrassing. ian said his family has given me their blessings, and i thought: blessings? for what? hmmm well maybe i shouldnt ask. that dont mean i dont love him. i love him!

hari raya this year was fun. yaye next time we can celebrate hari raya AND chinese new year! and at christmas we'll drive down orchard road and admire the lights. or we could put up a little christmas tree at home!

well, my parents know and they dont stop me. can i consider it blessing? we'll take pics when we go visiting with the rest... then y'all can see my very own kebaya! haha selamat hari raya peeps!