No matter what, i love you. And though we haven't been talking well these past few months, we have been changing. In the end, we have turned into each other and we hardly recognize who's that in the mirror, yayan or michy.
Its true that if you spend too much time with each other you'll turn into the other person. And there it is, this other person, whom is so different from that person one year ago. But we'll make it. Coz no matter how different we are, we're SAME SAME.
No matter how i joke about your weight, my heart is heavy everytime we fight. In you i see my whole world, and i don't even have to move an inch. I love everything about you: the way you worry about me, the way you try to wake me up but sometimes fail and get guilty, the way you say "yah of course it was me.", the way you tell me that you wanna get tattoos and pierce your lips and scare my mom, the way you actually hate me but you don't wanna admit it, the way you always pick up the phone and say "HELLO!" so absolutely cute-ly, the way you always get worried about your mom and dad finding out by ALWAYS leaving obvious clues, the way that you make fun of the A, the way you pout your lips and crease your chin and beg me to flick you, the way you say "see ah see" when i punch your hand, the way you always wanna surprise me and come up with ways to love you and recieve uninteresting reactions, the way you got those pains in your tummy about everything i don't feel and all these 1 million and 1 ways that i have found that that i am blessed to be with an angel that lights up my life.
"Kawa no nagare wa kyou mo hageshii keredo
Kimi no te wa hanasanai
Itsumo kono mune no naka no ai wo shinjiteiyou
Yume ga kanau made..."
I'm sorry but i love you. And not you, not anyone, can change that. You're my bestest best friend, and i love you, not because i'm with you. But just because you're you. And you're irritatingly tickling my heart. This entry isn't to show you how pathetic i am, but for you to know that i need you. And i know that you need me too. there's nothing wrong with that. you're as deserving as anyone in love, and you fucking know it. so all you losers better attend my wedding in future, and eat my roti kirai, where i marry this oh-so-wonderful woman, who brightens up everyone's lives.
All i want for my birthday is Michelle Fun Lai Ling, for the rest of my life. So you all know what to get me okay! I expect this present kids! =)
